My silent smiles..

Ah, I'm rather chatty today. But everyone else seem to be busy doing something. I cannot blame them. There is a lot of work to be done - of which, needs my completion too. Just that I'm procrastinating and shrugging it off. Lazy me huh.

Its been quite a week thus far. Today marks the day we all returned to the northern hemisphere a week ago. The day I was somewhat awakened away from my magical dream. No one should question the wonders of holidays. They are there for a reason. They take us away to places we never knew existed, they teach us things we could have only imagined before this, they enlighten us about how tiny we are in this big big world, yet how similarities and differences can form a lasting bridge, connecting people, society, culture, opinions and attitudes.

I had a beautiful summer. I never thought that it would be such a steep learning and experience curve. It was a marvel. It shone light into my life - things are clearer now, both good and bad. It can be somewhat blinding..but hey, if it's too bright, put on some shades! Gonna look cool still.

I laughed, I cried, I smiled, I frowned, I panicked, and I resolved. I also did things that some would say as impulsive, I had doubts about them too but, I have no regrets, because up until this point in time, it still..feels..right. :)

I hope that the coming months would be as enjoyable as the past months. There would be a lot thrown at all of us, but in light of adversity, I hope that all of us shall rise together, and shine ever so brightly - as my friends deserve nothing less.

Just want a little bit of you..

May the powers above bless the people around me,
and forgive me for some of the things I've done.
and i am thankful if I managed to have good moments.

:)

The thoughts.

Summer has come, and summer is going.
The leaves are turning golden brown, gone is spring.
Chills and breezes turning into bitter colds and snowfalls.
Light florals draped down by thick and heavy sombre overalls.

I've walked a passage, I've made my wrong turns
I've learnt much, I've changed moderately.
I've enjoyed my freedom, I might even have mis-used some.
But I have definitely, lived.

I don't want to go back to the stressors of matters.
Yet, I want to reap the realms of matters.
I've pictured myself, the person I want to be,
And I'll work on this artwork of a lifetime,
Along with others who make up the colours
on this plain canvas of mine.

I have learnt so much from others,
the friends I've had all my life,
the friends I've known for years,
the friends who made me strong,
the friends who believed,
the friends who encouraged,
the friends who supported,
the friends who criticized,
the friends who I've just met,
the people on the streets,
the colleagues from work,
the admirers, and the admired.

There are also those precious few,
whom all these while love me,
And those whom recently shared their love with me,
They gave me the greatest gift of all;

They taught me how to love myself.

To believe in oneself,
To believe in others.