It has been mad. A very mad week at work.
I feel used and misused, even abused.
I don't have the smarts to slither around
And work things with minimal effort.

Its been a rough week.
Some 'interruptions' were nice.
But short-lasting nice things,
Are as it is. Short.
Not reliable. Thus shouldn't be dependable.

Its been a rough, rough week

This is a week.

Sometimes happiness envelopes the soul
And a smile is carved upon lips
Sometimes, thoughts slither into the mind
And confusion arises with time.

This is my first entry since I graduated!

There is one thing that I can take control in my life at the moment, but I feel as though I am losing grasp of it. I was rather certain and in control with many aspects in life, but as it took a turn for the worse, I was left to grapple with what's left. Even what's left was difficult to hold on to, it caused third degree burns, but I am hoping that with time, the wounds will heal; and what I had held on will pay off in time..

Most times, I wish I could shake it off, and just fix my mind into one thing and focus on it. But it ain't that easy, is it? Risks are involved if I do that too. The balancing act it tough.

If I had learnt one thing in the past year, it is that there are too many uncertainties in life. Adaptation is hard to do once you've lost your comfort zone, but it has to be done, and I am praying that it will be worthwhile. Afterall, the process of adapting, enjoying it I am. And I am thankful.