what the....*@!&*%~!

I had a week of nights on call, which disrupted what one would regard the "norm" of daily living.

And as a result, I gained 1.5kg!!!!!!

*insert disgruntled face*

Something in me has been triggered to submit this entry.

I try to be as helpful and nice and as understanding as I can. Mostly, this has been consistent throughout and appreciated. However, there have been a couple of incidents where I think could have been approached better, by myself, more than anything or anyone else. Sometimes, being too nice to some people are not worthwhile, because these are people who are not team players nor are they thinking in the best interest of who they should be.

I do not know how to skim these people out just yet, nor do I know how's best to tackle the situation. However, I think I shall keep reminding myself not to pre judge nor assume the entire basket is rotten when it's only a few rotten apples that need to be removed.

And to continue learning....

Patience and tolerance do not come easy when a simple logical task is not even attempted.

It's odd. Uncertainty. Feeling it might, yet knowing it might not. Not wanting to feel awkward, needing more time, but few opportunities lie. Eager, but still cautious.
Inexplicably comfortable, though questionable at times. Confused. Need to think, but having difficulty. Proceed?