Weathering in the storm..

Warning: This post might sound harsh but it speaks and stands as valid as it can be.

Why do some people have such high level of evilness in them?

It's so agitating and frustrating to know that there is simply vested interest in some people whom you thought you can call a 'friend'. Sometimes, you'll find out that a person whom you think is friendly and apparently kind to you doesn't really mean that that person is interested in being your friend - a true friend that is. The false words, the lies, the tricks, the manipulations and the deceits that so-called friend can have the heart to pull on you... Would you consider a person whom to obtain a benefit, puts you in potential (legal) trouble a friend? Or someone who doesn't even bother about your feelings as long as he gets his message across, as direct as it can be? What about someone who twist the facts and lies to you? And never sharing any advice or information for fear that he might lose out on personal gain? What about someone who selects how well he treats from one friend to the other based on what he can personally gain from them?

Worse still, you have to put up a front and control your boiling blood from spilling over the cauldron because lest it happens, it's the people around you that might be scalded in the process and the cleaning up job is not easy.

How is it that they can actually overcome that conscience of agitating to the extreme towards a person who didn't even say a single mean word in the first place. Is it their upbringing? If so, what happened along the way?

Sometimes, I feel like lashing out at them. Why should I care when they don't?
One day, if the flame is played with..I won't guarantee a polite scene. The worse of me would be brought out.
Something like --> Why can't you just f*ck off? I didn't start, say or invite anything. So scram! I'm not interested in seeing your despicable face or hear your mutilated voice. You can burn in h*ll for all I care.