COMPARE AND CONTRAST!

HAH!

Now, let's see how they sort this case out compared to the Namawee case!



Boy burns Jalur Gemilang during riot

Sigh.

Cheesy, but oh so true. And apt with it, posted by a wonderful guy.

Find a guy, who calls you beautiful
instead of hot.

Who calls you back when you hang up on
him.

Who will stay awake just to watch you
sleep.

Wait for the guy who kisses your
forehead.

Who wants to show you off to the world
when you are in your sweats.

Who holds your hand in front of his
friends.

Wait for the one who is constantly
reminding you of how much he cares
about you and how lucky he is to have
you.

Wait for the one who turns to his
friends and says, "...that's her."

Congratulations.. <3

A good friend and a very nice guy's blog, about one of the most memorable days he would have.

Much congratulations, with the best of wishes for happiness, bliss and everlasting love. Congrats Jee Onn.

HIS POST

Everthing is so shitty.

outrageously shytty.

:) thanks.

I don't like how things are turning out to be. I don't see a solution in sight. It's as temperamental as moods and emotional swings can be. Uncontrollable. Unpredictable. To some, it would have spelled an end. My time has yet to come. But perhaps, it would be soon. Perhaps it should be soon.

I'm afraid to see that time.

Little feet..

EDIT:
1. it has always been in the news, saying that alcoholism or cigarette smoking is some kinda disease, that it's not something that the individual involved willingly partake. to those ppl, GET REAL! addiction is NOT a disease. Control yourselves! and start using ur brains!

2. For my Birthday/Anniversary/Wedding/Honeymoon/Special Occasions - (yeah, have to broaden it), I want to see the aurora borelis! *_*
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Orthopaedics Week One has been really cool! I would say that I enjoyed myself way much better this week than the stupiak FCS that I had to endure for 2 weeks last year!

There is much more to come as there will be a total of 5 weeks for Ortho and Rheumatology. But a good start is..well, GOOD!

Also, this came across my mind as I was walking back, when a kid in a car smiled at me as it was passing by.--> i have considered paediatrics as a speciality. but i have also others in mind. orthopaedics included now! haha. but it's mostly male dominated unfortunately. hmm, come to think of it, not sure if it's exposure, but i have been rather 'attracted' to specialities such as orthopaedics, cardiology and neurology which are male dominated. Wonder if the attraction is the speciality or the latter mentioned. HAHA!!! But those were thoughts years ago. Anyway, back to present, yeah, the kid smiled at me and it crossed my mind to consider paediatrics. It's not too male dominated. To clear any potential misunderstanding, Shu Li doesn't really go "goo-goo-ga-ga" over kids! I find them human. Like all other Homo sapiens. But somehow, these fascinating little creatures seem to have some kinda attraction towards me! They run towards me, play with my white coat or whatever's on me, stare at me with their bright blue (or green or hazel) eyes with pink rosy cheeks and soft peach lips and ...smile! or GIGGLE! And i can't seem to brush them away. They keep following me around, peeking behind the curtains, or stomping their little feet, wobbling around finding for me - standing 4 metres away. Luckily, their parents have this perception (whatever that might be) of a hospital and take control! YAY!!

Then, I was thinking.. "oh no. I don't want my kids to run to me or yearn for my attnetion all the time when they're toddlers. I'll go 'shoo..go to ur dad/papa/father/daddy/whatever.'" But of course, I want them to love me more! :P haha!

ah well, whatever it is. I think paeds is alright. Fascinating biological creatures they are!

LoL - to whoever's reading. If in future I do specialise in paediatrics, don't take this blog entry too seriously k. :P

With a bit of pepper..

What a week it has been. Here I am, having so much to do, and yet I am here blogging. Don't know why I am doing this, but someone had made me feel awfully responsible to put up photos of my birthday party since he doesn't have an active friendster or facebook account.

I had wanted to blog about my party, just that I want to do in on my free time - which I find so little of it nowadays! My papers are scattered on the table, books astrewn - but untouched, and laundry piling up.

A lot of time is put into travelling to clinical places, and when I am back, tired, I had personal issues to resolve. I hope that the latter would smoothen out okay, and hopefully, better than before. I do not want either to be bogged down by anything. :(, and due to this, I am not really in the mood of blogging out the good time I had over the weekend.

But like I said, I have to duely publish this blog to put up pixxies of my 22nd birthday. And to merely publish photos without captions and a review would do the party, and more importantly, my dearest of friends whom I call family in Cardiff, no justice. SO HERE ARE A FEW OF THEM!

Thanks to everyone who had done so much for this day! The food were prepared exceptionally good and there was just enough! Not in excess, just perfect! I had great feedbacks and I think most, if not all, enjoyed the entire day. It was a lot of effort put in since it was a house party afterall. But I am really hoping that everyone enjoyed the process. I know I did - despite all the worries that things might not run smoothly!

Lots of thanks to my dearest darlin', who "surprised" me by coming at the stroke of midnight on Saturday! and whom presented my first bday gift! :P I miss you lots. Zijian, who just took the opportunity to come to Cardiff! To Amy and Ben, and all of the Flatties at Allensbank House!

Thanks for all the wonderful, beautiful and entertaining presents that y'all got me!
And yes, again, thanks for one great night and one of the best ever bday gatherings that I had. :) *muaks!*

I'm sorry I didn't manage to take photos of the food laid out - cuz I was doing last minute preparations and came out 5 mins late! ..everybody was there already and started eating before i could snap photos!

Also perhaps due to the large-ish crowd and limited space there were few photos taken. I really wish there were more camera ppl! :P i need to appoint a camera person whenever these gatherings occur.

Last but not least....AM HOPING FOR MORE ENJOYABLE TIMES AHEAD!

the Beauties:















*PoP*















Drink Up!!
















Couples! haha!

Me and L~


















E and J














A and N














A and B














N and C
















Me and KDU kids:















Me and Sunway kids:















Taylorians!














Those seated..ish

















Currently Reading:

- this book is soooooo funny!!! Made me laugh even from the prologue!! I'm very much attracted to read the rest of the book from the moment I read the FIRST page! :)

Technical

Oh, the technicalities of it all. It gives insurmountable joy, yet, such despair and agony. So much so that sometimes, all you want to do is just be platonic. The desire to chase for something, or someone, comes rather easily. But does it stop there? An achievement or desire reached. Moving on...?

I know I hadn't been too good in my previous stage of life. Little did I know, and I am terribly sorry until today. I can only hope to reconcile and be forgiven. I think after so many years, these would not be obtainable. Rather, it would be like letting sleeping dogs lie.

It's human. It's all about the dynamics of being a human. Like any other vessels - on a biological point of view. Ah, how complex. I do not think we are able to map this out at all.

On a slightly better note - for better or for worse,
I am taking part in Cardiff's Marathon!!!!! OMGGGGG rite?!???!!?! .... well, confirmation has not been received, but I have submitted my forms. Hope it arrives. It's rather expensive. But, there are some things in life where you do it for the chase.

:)

I know this song has been around for quite a while..just that i came across it again recently, and would like to share it with all the people dear to me. :)

to create life, another life is put at risk. Reading the risks and harm during pregnancy, sometimes, one wonders why so many women go through them - more than once.

Perhaps it gives them joy?

Or perhaps they have not read the fine details about pregnancy and childbirth.

STUPID!

curse cardiff medical school!!!!

stupid stupid stupid!

i know in my previous post, i mentioned about seeing the best of things. but u know what, it's just damn freaking frustrating that ALL your rotations and whatever nonsense this year is WAAAAYYY OUT OF Cardiff!!!!! ALL! for the rest of my 10 months here!!! for the rest of 40 weeks! i have to travel to faraway places EVERYDAY, expected to arrive at least by 9am and only leave by 4pm!!! calculating travel time, getting ready time, probably 6.30am - 7.30pm!

ffff

From a friend...

He wished me happy birthday and linked this video of his to me.

=D Happy!!

(From the Bellagio, Vegas)

The Heath

There will surely be things that people would not be content about, be it with themselves or with another. I have always mentioned that I always had bad luck, especially when it comes to academic-related things. Examples from last year is my Foundation Clinical Skills. This year, it would have to be my honourary lectures and GP placements. Why must mine be so far when other's are just a stone's throw away? You feel it more when most of the closest people around you have the better end.

But after so many years, despite all the rants, I have come to realise that there is nothing that can be changed. No, there isn't. Some things are meant to be seen in an optimistic way, even if you're always dumped towards the worser end. I would not stop myself from ranting, afterall, who would not want to get somewhere better, somewhere nearer and somewhere more convenient? With the time save, I would be able to study more, cook nicer food, rest better and be happier! Is this not what the NHS is striving for? Is this not what most unions are working towards? People are at their best when they are fully rested, happy and positive.

We are all wanting for the better. These are feelings which, hopefully, would propel us to strive more better things in future. So, no, I would not stop feeling annoyed or frustrated that I did not get somewhere better. However, I would make the best out of it. I must. Perhaps I should just deal with this individually. It isn't something that others might be able to comprehend, furthermore, at the end of the day, you might create upset..something one wouldn't want to do at all to anyone dear to heart.

Besides, being a 'professional' would mean (as a lecturer mentioned), doing his or her best even when at their worst.

I dun feel like being oneeeee... *_* i wanna whine whine whine and pout all the time. (hey, it rhymes! :P)

And.....I will love again.

Melodi

Some friends said this was nice:

it's a good version of malaysian music. let's hope for more collaboration and success!

Melodi:

Lin Yu Zhong & Sheila Majid