The Heath

There will surely be things that people would not be content about, be it with themselves or with another. I have always mentioned that I always had bad luck, especially when it comes to academic-related things. Examples from last year is my Foundation Clinical Skills. This year, it would have to be my honourary lectures and GP placements. Why must mine be so far when other's are just a stone's throw away? You feel it more when most of the closest people around you have the better end.

But after so many years, despite all the rants, I have come to realise that there is nothing that can be changed. No, there isn't. Some things are meant to be seen in an optimistic way, even if you're always dumped towards the worser end. I would not stop myself from ranting, afterall, who would not want to get somewhere better, somewhere nearer and somewhere more convenient? With the time save, I would be able to study more, cook nicer food, rest better and be happier! Is this not what the NHS is striving for? Is this not what most unions are working towards? People are at their best when they are fully rested, happy and positive.

We are all wanting for the better. These are feelings which, hopefully, would propel us to strive more better things in future. So, no, I would not stop feeling annoyed or frustrated that I did not get somewhere better. However, I would make the best out of it. I must. Perhaps I should just deal with this individually. It isn't something that others might be able to comprehend, furthermore, at the end of the day, you might create upset..something one wouldn't want to do at all to anyone dear to heart.

Besides, being a 'professional' would mean (as a lecturer mentioned), doing his or her best even when at their worst.

I dun feel like being oneeeee... *_* i wanna whine whine whine and pout all the time. (hey, it rhymes! :P)

And.....I will love again.