Medicine

At medical school, we are taught to be humane
(and kind and all the things which enable us to "reach out to the people").
In yourself, you are expected to have a touch of humanity, (soul and selflessness).

BUT

As a medical student/medical professional, you're treated inhumanly.

You know...

You're a crazy butter fan when you use a knife (not a butter knife) to slice chunks of butter for your toast..

And you can bite through it as you savour..

Because it is so thick it does not melt all at once..

And it overflows from the toast and drips along your fingers as you eat!

=D

SHU LI IS...

FREAKIN' STRESSED OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Additional:

I have a condition called mania..
I also realise that I might have a very active hippocampal system.

Oh rainy day..

It has been gloomy for the past couple of days, and the light showers have finally made an appearance. As I look out of the window I can only think of one thing - the past. Well, which is a lot. :)

The stress has mounted and I have not been doing much work since the morning begun. I did not have a good sleep last night because I received a message which kept my phone beeping every 15 minutes. I was in no condition to wake up and turn it off, but subconsciously, I know that I heard the beep every other hour or so.

Back to the rain, the air is so much more humid and cool now. I am taking a little time off to just sit and stare at this phenomenon. Imagining how things are like on other sides of the world. I used to do this very frequently when I was back home - starring out the door looking at the rain pour.

For now, I wish that I could soak up this serene feeling amongst nerves and stay there for just a little while longer. I am aware that staying positive is important and will do me good, but that said, I am finding myself going through a roller-coaster ride. So, there are ups and downs, but at the end of the ride, you have to come down...(negativity again, I know!)

But it helps me, it prepares me, for better or worse. And for now, I am just going to spend a little more time to soak in the magical blandness of a rainy day.

xx

what a feedback!

cannot study/understand/remember --> STRESS ---> eat ----> FaT ---> STRESS ---> cannot study!

Movies, TV dramas, sitcoms etc are so interesting and fun to watch, but most of all, they are MEMORABLE..

I would strongly suggest that medicine..at least for some panels and some topics, be made into lectures-a-la-movie!

Studying can make personalities of people change, accentuate, moderated, or blank. I have no idea what I am reading now, and have been jumbling everything up. It is a very good thing to be able to integrate what we learn and make it a wholesome. However, note that JUMBLE =/= INTEGRATE. Instead of a wholesome learning outcome, I only got half of it. A "hole". One where I can sink in, or get sucked into.

Oh, and someone told me before that he studies in the toilet. I am so tempted to try it out now! My room is messy and I have been looking at the same picture day in day out. Perhaps the toilet's not too bad! I have my beautiful green plant, my yellow rubber ducky and a pink pig amongst the features of my shrine to Mother Nature.

*I know I have a photo of my toilet but I can't find it for now.*

*beaming*...for now.

I like to annoy my boyfriend by placing dogs at a much higher pedestal than cats. And here's an article from theStar today which again proves my point: Dog saves woman from death.

HaHa. Sorry babyyyy...~!!!!! *it doesn't seem like it does it? tee-hee-hee* You know I just like to poke fun at you. *caresses L's ego*

Documentary

there should be a short documentary on:

"The world - in the eyes of a FEMALE"!

I tell you..girls and guys are so different! More so than I ever thought!

What inspired me to write this were the blogs about the Malaysian Dreamgirls contest.

Product No. 5

Product: PENGUIN
Brand: McVitie's
Cost: Between GBP 1.00 - GBP 2.00 (Cheapest @ Iceland!)
Origin: U.K


I did not like this chocolate coated biscuit when I first sunk my teeth into them. How I first tasted them was a nice story too - my greed got the better of me when I saw one lying on my housemate's study table. :) and he politely offered!

Okay. Now, I've been buying them occasionally..and only at Iceland; because it's the cheapest that I have seen there. I buy them not because of the inside, but the packaging rather! It is quite entertaining! There is a riddle at the back of each individually packed biscuit finger. It got the flat laughing for the first few times, but then they were getting repetitive, especially if it was bought from the same place time and time again.

I think it's not too bad. Definitely for the sweet tooth. VERY sweet tooth. For me, it's so sweet that sometimes I feel sick 10 minutes after eating one. Yet, it satisfy the craving for something chocolatey, crunchy and sweet.


Good bites: Crave-satisfying and entertaining riddles
Bad bites: Too sweet
Overall score: 8 out of 10

I shall end this with a couple of my favourite riddles from the pack:

1. Who is the penguin's favourite aunt?
2. What do you call a penguin in the desert?

I wish I had a piano here..

I wish I had a musical instrument now..

I wish I had a punching bag..

I need something to vent out towards and that it would not react adversely.

I know what would help..just that i do not have it.

SIGH.

Spring Snow?

Terruk punya Cardiff...no snow wan.

:/

A day of sorrow...

With so much going on hitting you, time and time and over again. When the only thing that you look forward to lets you down. When the only place you seek salvation from turns its back on you...

it's when the unexpected happens that breaks you down. When you're being told off, you feel as though you're slammed even harder against the wall.

The worse comes,.....when promises are broken.

I'm exhausted.

I wonder..

If I want to pamper a guy, how and what should I do?...




LEAVE HIM ALONE...~???!


hahahahahhahaa

:)

Education System

The core of mankind, evolution and progress both individually and as a society.

What sums it best is the father and son song by Cat Stevens (Yusuf Islam)

"From the moment I could talk, I was ordered to listen."

It was then followed by, "Now there’s a way and I know that I have to go away.
I know I have to go."

Rings a bell? Strike a chord? Resonating with any thoughts?