As the second hand of the clock ticks.....

time is running out

shuly is burning out

finding a way to solve things ...out

realising that i'm reaching a dead end with no way ...out

having to tread a new path, a muddy and torturous one ...

all on my own...

i wish there could be someone who would support me through ...

but knowing that i can't wish for that..

what should i do?
who do i turn to?
how is it going to be?
where do i go from here?
when is it going to conclude?

at the end, i come to realise
i'm still all alone...
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updated 1st Dec:

someone whom i conversed with but do not know the identity once extended this to me:

"Well done, and welcome to the ranks of the medical community! (extends hand in greeting) Best wishes for September/October, I'm sure you will have a brilliant time at medical school."

and also said:
"...might want to consider the north of England, Wales and some of the Scottish schools. Newcastle run a good medical course (rated 24/24 in the last TQA, friends there seem to be happy with it) and is quite an affordable city, for example (quite pretty too)."

"Shuly, I forgot to answer your question. I would choose Edinburgh merely because it's old and in a nice city (I asked why he'd choose edin over cardiff) The people I know at Cardiff med school certainly haven't had many complaints about the place."

these and quite a number more that i can quote.

till today, i wonder who you are..your identity was never revealed; yet, you were believable, to me at least. you knew your stuff and i highly regard your patience, willingness to share and your kindness.